I am she who is locked in a surrealist painting where only my face is seen in 3D

I am she who is locked in a surrealist painting where only my face is seen in 3D with feelings of sadness from many accumulated lives. A lot of depth of field highlights my face marked by other lives but the lighting varies, there is no specific one. . The message I want to convey is that there are other realities, very real, detailed 3D of this reality with lies. , 48K