Arafed image of a man sitting on a surfboard in a wave

a gravitational force so loud a deafening it pushes you to the ground yelling get down stay down lie down with big booms and gravitational pulls of going up and down well being gravitationally driven down to the ground; The deafening gravitational force overwhelms my senses. Booming gravitic waves pulse through my body, violently pushing and pulling me. I'm helpless against the immense power. My legs give out as I'm driven down towards the ground. The booms continue, vibrating through my bones. I lie flat, pressed against the floor by the unrelenting gravity. My ears ring from the loudest sound I've ever heard. The gravitic waves boom and crash like violent ocean surf. I feel the reverberations deep in my core. All I can do is stay low and ride out the storm of gravitational forces pinning me down.a life what as it gets better outside on the inside it gets worse and worse and your dragged down to a bottomless pit but on the other hand your where your need to be and god keeps pulling you well your being stretched and are about to rip apart into a new existence for the new outcome of a better existence; On the outside, my life seems to be improving - new opportunities arise, people compliment me, and things finally appear to be looking up. But inside, I feel myself deteriorating. As the superficial improves, a yawning abyss opens within me. I'm weighed down by worsening anxiety and despair. No matter how much things improve externally, I cannot shake the darkness taking hold. I feel God pulling me upwards, toward the light, promising a new and better existence. But at the same time, malevolent forces drag me down into a bottomless pit of suffering. I'm being stretched in both directions, unable to break free from these opposing forces. I feel ready to split apart, unsure if I'll find salvation or be swallowed by the abyss. My soul is the rope in this tug of war between divine and demonic. I'm caught in between, crying out in anguish. Will I rip PRt

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