Arafed woman sitting in a dark room with a white curtain

I'm sitting curled up in a tight ball in the corner of my mind, knees pressed to my chest. All around me are the dark corners and crevices of my inner consciousness. Though my physical body is still, inside my head there is chaos and motion. Thoughts are ricocheting rapidly, colliding and crashing into each other like particles in an accelerator. "You're worthless." "You'll always be alone." "You don't deserve to be loved." The destructive thoughts bombard me relentlessly, echoing through my mind. Along with the thoughts come waves of overwhelming emotion. Grief washes over me, then anger, regret, despair. The feelings roll through me one after another, a relentless storm surge eroding my composure. Though I sob inside, outside there is only silence. My body remains rigid, the tears trapped within unable to escape. I want to scream to release the pressure, but my voice feels choked. And so I remain there, curled inward, buffeted by the storms of emotion and corrosive thoughts. I feel battered, wearied - but know there's no escape. I can only endure this dark corner of my mind until the winds subside and light returns. For now, the corners echo with my muffled cries.

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