Under the rain I walk and I don't know why I only know that it is not the fi

Under the rain I walk and I don't know why I only know that it is not the first or last time in which here with a cloudy heart waiting to hear your voice I feel shivering my whole body lies plays its role in making me lose myself in the memory of yesterday, sad past I find myself alone overwhelmed although I know you are here I do not feel you by my side, It's hard to look at your closed eyes, knowing that the breath of life is gone, it's taken me down., I'm not used to touching your cold skin and seeing your dry lips and all because of me., I am overwhelmed by fear because your warmth is gone. I will no longer see the smile that eased the pain and it is sad to contemplate that dim light that pierces my heartbeat and makes everything mix, eclipsing this atmosphere in which everyone surrounds you. I leave sad crying while today it rains, 1 adult woman, 1 man crying