I want a piece of paper with a burning pen next to it and these words written on

I want a piece of paper with a burning pen next to it and these words written on the paper: I started to act differently from my self. Last night I stoned the selfish devil inside me. I built. When you're not here, my eyebrows seem to thin. But I still have the same look. My embroideries. You've squeezed into my heart, a fleeting perfume. Your scent didn't come this time, a boring album. I saw what was inside me, I beat, I measured, I buried. You are free , You are free, let them kill.