Visualize a gaunt, emaciated figure sitting in a dark, dimly lit room

Visualize a gaunt, emaciated figure sitting in a dark, dimly lit room. The narrator's skin is pale and stretched tight over their bones, with deep, dark circles under hollow, haunted eyes. Their hair is disheveled and unkempt, and their clothes are tattered and stained with blood and grime. The narrator's hands are clenched, showing signs of self-inflicted wounds, with raw, bleeding flesh visible. Their expression is one of despair and madness, with a vacant stare that suggests they are barely holding on to sanity. The room around them is cold and sterile, with signs of violence—scratches on the walls, smeared blood, and broken objects scattered around. The atmosphere is oppressive, filled with a sense of horror and torment., cinematic