"You can carry her if you want," a nurse who had just entered suddenly

"You can carry her if you want," a nurse who had just entered suddenly told me.. Do you want to do it?? The thought of carrying her and hurting her was eating me up., But it was the last time I would see her and… —Yes —I whispered—. I want to do it. I saw her open the incubator and gently remove the oxygen mask., while he was holding her and she started to cry. -Alright, Take it carefully, the nurse explained to me., as I held her against my chest—. that is. My hand went to her small back and I trembled with nervousness., Just as the nurse stepped back and left her to me for a few minutes. —She stopped crying —she told me smiling—. She knows she's with mom. My lips trembled and I sobbed. —I-I'm so proud of you —I said quietly., Closing my eyes and letting the tears flow uncontrollably—. In two days you will be one month old —I kissed his little head—. You are very strong, Yeah.