Based on this poem, make a picture: You can generate an image

Based on this poem, make a picture: You can generate an image, based on this poem? Today I thought of you, And I realized that I still haven't stopped feeling you, In fact, my friends have invited me out so that I can stop thinking about you., which is in vain, Because after a couple of beers I start talking to them about you, Most likely after this I won't be asked out again., and I understand it, Because sometimes even thinking about you bothers me.. But tell me, This happens to you too?