A view of a waterfall in the middle of a lush green valley

Ahhhhhhhhghh. Why am I taking the Bible seriously now and learning everything I need to now after I left the church and it took time for me to learn it myself why couldn’t I fucking pay attention in church to actually listen to stuff and to actually take it too heart. Why did it take weed for me to get back to you too see what u want what I still can’t see but I am here with you confused. And I know you have my hand your guiding me. I can see that. But why is it hard for me to grasp it and actually believe it. I know down in my heart that your there but my body and my brain says you haven’t done much. But you do things even with us not knowing. You put plans in motion just by a butterfly taking off from a plant the plant then could call off a cliff hit a small rock that rock hits other rocks and then cuase a landslide going down into a ocean and then finding a cave under the slid landscape showing a eye popping rocks of crystals and clear waters. (That was for example might do that in ai. lol) you can you anything and you can do anything with me. You're shattered Like you've never been before The life you knew In a thousand pieces on the floor And words fall short in times like these When this world drives you to your knees You think you're never gonna get back To the you that used to be Tell your heart to beat again Close your eyes and breathe it in Let the shadows fall away Step into the light of grace Yesterday's a closing door You don't live there any more Say goodbye to where you've been And tell your heart to beat again Beginning Just let that word wash over you It's alright now Love's healing hands have pulled you through So get back up, take step one Leave the darkness, feel the sun 'Cause your story's far from over And your journey's just begun Tell your heart to beat again Close your eyes and breathe it in Let the shadows fall away Step into the light of grace Yesterday's a closing door You don't live there any more Say goodbye to where you've been And tel

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