What is my true self? I ask with hollow eyes I put on a false smile I just act a

What is my true self? I ask with hollow eyes I put on a false smile I just act again today The more I want to be loved The more this heart breaks In the loneliness that no one knows I keep screaming No Longer Human、I am just a shadow An existence that no one can see With my fading voice I say goodbye I take off the false mask The truth reflected in the mirror The night I am afraid of that sight Tears run down my cheeks I am used to hurting each other I pretended to forget the pain While being trapped in the darkness of loneliness I search for my true self No Longer Human、I am just a shadow An existence that no one can touch With my blurry tears I fade away Asking the meaning of life Amidst the countless voices Where is the answer? I keep searching No Longer Human、I am just a shadow But I want to find the meaning of living I still breathe No Longer Human、I am just a shadow One day I will meet my true self Until that day I will keep walking