Just understand, you’re the beauty in my life, I know it’s hard

Just understand, you’re the beauty in my life, I know it’s hard, right? In the dark night, you’re my light The street lamp in the alley, the flood on the pitch, In the pitch black, looking back at all this shit. I never said it would be easy; now look at it, Days get heavy, nights get deadly, the cold wind seems To burst my seams and send my screams unheard like steam. The kettle’s boiling, my heart’s toiling, I’m tossing, turning, knowing you’re hurting. Hurt yourself in the name of self-discipline, but decisions Descend into the end of your decadence. Don’t mutter those words; life is precious, I know it’s absurd. Sometimes I get reckless, I mean restless, whatever the rest is, or was, What I was gonna say, but I forgot. Just stay here for another day. We’ll look behind us and laugh How did we get so far? There were long nights and many tears shed, Sometimes we’d spend miles apart in the bed. I’d be on one side, longing to reconnect; I don’t know about you, But I’d love to get in your head. I miss knowing everything you had to say and sometimes didn’t, Because now you keep everything hidden. It’s like a dark shadow crossed your heart, And you can’t go way back to the start, days spent with the door shut. Forget the rhymes; I speak against all that shit. Just come back to me I miss you. You were my +1, And I’m done no longer being a 2.

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