A 20 year old anime boy wearing a red damages stylish tshirt

A 20 year old anime boy wearing a red damages stylish tshirt, with ADARSH written over it, hanging himself up about 6 ft. From the ground on the ceiling fan with the help of rope, "having a round of the rope in his neck", having a closed eye in a dark closed room with little dim violet and pink light, "back view".