There is a woman standing in a room with a bed and a lamp

There's a long blue river under my bed, since you decided to go away. These days I used to search and wear all my black and blues. I never walked those roads after this. Inside here it's quiet and everybody wants to help me, but help is too loud. I don't want it to be harder. I know it's just a good way to make me feel red again, but now I don't want those colors that I used to be with you before. I saw how it's golden, but down here by the river, I kept only my mindless fool's gold. Trying to sell it and buy a ticket to anything that takes me back to you.

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