Create a tall being, on a bench sitting outdoors, looking up and thinking about

create a tall being, on a bench sitting outdoors, looking up and thinking about why life continues? since it is easier to die and rest in heaven or in eternal silence, leaving with black clothes and skin as white as snow, leave the colors of red as predominant and blue overshadowed, Blood on the floor, and fallen weapons add skulls, blood and demons demons, satan, devil, blood, guts looking at yourself, suru, depression, suicide, Anxiety, Vices, drugs, death

verybadimagenegative_v1.3, ng_deepnegative_v1_75t, (ugly face:0.8),cross-eyed,sketches, (worst quality:2), (low quality:2), (normal quality:2), lowres, normal quality, ((monochrome)), ((grayscale)), skin spots, acnes, skin blemishes, bad anatomy, DeepNegative, facing away, tilted head, {Multiple people}, lowres, bad anatomy, bad hands, text, error, missing fingers, extra digit, fewer digits, cropped, worstquality, low quality, normal quality, jpegartifacts, signature, watermark, username, blurry, bad feet, cropped, poorly drawn hands, poorly drawn face, mutation, deformed, worst quality, low quality, normal quality, jpeg artifacts, signature, watermark, extra fingers, fewer digits, extra limbs, extra arms,extra legs, malformed limbs, fused fingers, too many fingers, long neck, cross-eyed,mutated hands, polar lowres, bad body, bad proportions, gross proportions, text, error, missing fingers, missing arms, missing legs, extra digit, extra arms, extra leg, extra foot, ((repeating hair))