Anime art of a woman in a boat with a cat on the back

You know, every time I go to the sea, I get such mixed feelings. vast expanse of water, wide and deep, unexplored and cold. I can see what is on its surface - lazy foaming salty waves, restrictive white buoys, a life buoy nearby, tied to the bottom, and a number of people cooling in the water near the shore. a little further away - a pier, surrounded by small boats and full of vacationers under umbrellas. I can also see a small amount of what is below, under water: a rocky bottom when entering the water, after - sand that is eccentric with feet, tiny fish waving their fins away from the annoying crowd of tourists, some amount of corals at a depth ../ and then I swim to the buoys. the bottom disappears from under the feet and out of sight in principle. the water gets colder and the current stronger. I can see the vague outlines of people sunbathing on sun loungers and playing in the water, but they are all so small that I can barely see their heads in the salty water. I row with my hands, and in theory I should move towards the shore, but it stands still, right in front of my eyes. here, as a rule, there are several options: you can continue to try to swim out; you can relax, lie down on the water and go with the flow, or you can raise your hands and scream, begging for the help of rescuers. taking a deep breath, lowering my head under the water and opening my eyes, I stop seeing anything, neither the beach, nor the blue sky - except perhaps my palms and shades of blue, impenetrable around me. I squint and swim. Where? It doesn't matter, I still can't see it. I just move based on my feelings. Once again, this is my only option. I'm swimming. the nose and lips corrode from the concentration of salt. sunburned face tingles unpleasantly, and oxygen is gradually running out. and it would seem that it’s time to emerge, breathe in, but I can’t. I continue to swim, feeling that gradually my thoughts spread along with the water, which I push with all my might in

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