A woman sitting on a window sill looking out at the city

Late at night, I sat alone in front of the window, watching the night outside. The streets were empty, only the occasional sound of cars and cats. My heart was as empty as this night, without any feeling, only an inexplicable loneliness. I think of myself as a person full of energy and passion, but now I am becoming more and more negative and depressed. Many things make me feel tired and hopeless, and every day is like a burden of life, making me gradually lose myself. I tried to find some solace, but each time it was only a brief comfort, and soon returned to feeling empty. I wanted to get rid of this feeling, but I didn't know where to start. This late night, I gradually became addicted to my emotions, as if I had fallen into an endless black hole. I felt my heart deepening more and more, as if it was about to be devoured. However, I don't want to end like this. I wanted to find an outlet and get out of my inner predicament. I want to find the person who makes me feel comforted and warm, and with him to face the challenges and difficulties of life. Perhaps, this late night is just a process, a process that makes me know myself more and cherish life. I will continue to search for my inner light, get out of this dark labyrinth, and return to my sunny world. --auto --s2

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