Anime girl with a magic ball in her hand reading a book

I used to be a kind and caring girl, but after the advent of the bookgirl, my life changed completely. She controlled the world with amazing power and influence, became the center and leader of all, and I became her laughing stock. She pointed at me and mocked me as a Virgin, thinking that I would only be held up to heaven but could not really change the world. She took everything from me and reduced me to a weak person to be bullied to. My heart was filled with anger and helplessness, but I had nowhere to vent. The appearance of the bookgirl made me feel the darkness and cruelty of this world. In this world, true kindness seems to have become a sin, and the strong can dominate the world. But I will not give up, I will use my strength and faith to change the world, so that everyone can be saved and helped. I am not a Virgin, but a true warrior who will never succumb to darkness.

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