Anime girl in a dark room with a lot of books

top-quality、masutepiece、1womanl、独奏、20yr old,(abstract art:1.4),(Psychedelia Theme:1.4),(A sparkling blue world)、(Close your eyes and shed tears:1.4)There is a beautiful woman at the center of the world,A ray of light,prisma,I can'I can't measure it well with the ruler I have now..,i just stood there,i exhale、I was doing everything I could to deal with the inhaling anxiety..,I am clumsy,i'I'm running away from being hurt,I comfort myself by going back and forth between reality and my notes..,What a difficult world to live in..,Who am I,exploration,Please be by my side so that my sadness disappears..,dong'don't take everything away,No one will scold you if you take a short break..,a person々complexion while observing,What do I want to do,so sad and pathetic,timid and beautiful,i'I'm afraid of being hated,I wonder if I can believe it??,Is it okay to stay here??,you are no good'You don't have to try too hard,please accept yourself kindly,The words shine with all their might,

(nsfw:1.5),verybadimagenegative_v1.3, ng_deepnegative_v1_75t, (ugly face:0.8),cross-eyed,sketches, (worst quality:2), (low quality:2), (normal quality:2), lowres, normal quality, ((monochrome)), ((grayscale)), skin spots, acnes, skin blemishes, bad anatomy, DeepNegative, facing away, tilted head, {Multiple people}, lowres, bad anatomy, bad hands, text, error, missing fingers, extra digit, fewer digits, cropped, worstquality, low quality, normal quality, jpegartifacts, signature, watermark, username, blurry, bad feet, cropped, poorly drawn hands, poorly drawn face, mutation, deformed, worst quality, low quality, normal quality, jpeg artifacts, signature, watermark, extra fingers, fewer digits, extra limbs, extra arms,extra legs, malformed limbs, fused fingers, too many fingers, long neck, cross-eyed,mutated hands, polar lowres, bad body, bad proportions, gross proportions, text, error, missing fingers, missing arms, missing legs, extra digit, extra arms, extra leg, extra foot, ((repeating hair))