There is a man sitting in front of a large clock

turned into a monstrous insect. I remained in a state of meditation and numbness until the church clock struck three in the morning.. I made a decision, my life since I was a monster has been painful, full of misfortunes., I feel like I am a burden to my family and I want them to be happy for them. I am no longer their son or their brother. I am a simple creature. This will be my last breath.. image with old brown color

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