Drowning in Life Where did I go wrong? From the things that I have done

Drowning in Life Where did I go wrong? From the things that I have done, Am I not that strong? I am worried to be gone, No traces to be track, Still wondering what if I run? I know I don't have any luck, But I really want to soar high, Not minding the ticking of the clock. I don't wanna cry, I don't wanna close my eyes, I don't wanna die. Don't wanna live in lies, Because I know it won't make me rise. helpless girl in cartoon type drowning in water in color brown