I ask you to generate a black and white illustration type image in the style of

I ask you to generate a black and white illustration type image in the style of Tim Burton that reflects what I am feeling at this moment and for several years now.. The context is as follows: I feel like I'm attracted to or in love with a girl much less than I am ñ, We are both in other relationships. She talks to me and then disappears for days, I know it hurts me to talk to her, It stagnates me, It depresses me and the more I talk, the more I feel like I'm sinking into a dark place that I can't get out of.. I feel tied to our past together and I know I should move on but when we make contact I can't get out.. I am attracted to her and I still have many feelings for her but there is no possibility of being together. I feel like I'm trying to get rid of this bond but it keeps absorbing me and I can't move forward in my life..