I am she who is trapped in a surreal painting where only my face is seen in 3D w

I am she who is trapped in a surreal painting where only my face is seen in 3D with feelings of sadness from many accumulated lives. A lot of depth of field highlights my face marked by other lives but the lighting varies. There is no specific one but the reality that is seen is impressive. Every detail is perfectly done and reflects all her frustrations in her mind. . The message I want to convey is that there are other realities, very real, detailed 3D, of this reality with lies. , 48k use the rule of thirds bright colors fantastic expression use only dark colors don't use flowers use something else