(sharp focus:1.2), an award-winning shot of a deep depressed casual 18 year old

(sharp focus:1.2), an award-winning shot of a deep depressed casual 18 year old boy, in the middle of the jungle, dull backlighting, extremely detailed skin, extreme sadness, hopelessness, visible mental illness, bleary eyes, (deep shadows:1.1), high contrast, beautiful cried green eyes, brown hair, absurd, 8k, (high quality: 1.3), artstation hd, concept art, detailed sad face and body, award winning photography, (moody lighting:1.2), depth of field , bokeh, 4K, HDR

verybadimagenegative_v1.3, ng_deepnegative_v1_75t, (ugly face:0.8),cross-eyed,sketches, (worst quality:2), (low quality:2), (normal quality:2), lowres, normal quality, ((monochrome)), ((grayscale)), skin spots, acnes, skin blemishes, bad anatomy, DeepNegative, facing away, tilted head, {Multiple people}, lowres, bad anatomy, bad hands, text, error, missing fingers, extra digit, fewer digits, cropped, worstquality, low quality, normal quality, jpegartifacts, signature, watermark, username, blurry, bad feet, cropped, poorly drawn hands, poorly drawn face, mutation, deformed, worst quality, low quality, normal quality, jpeg artifacts, signature, watermark, extra fingers, fewer digits, extra limbs, extra arms,extra legs, malformed limbs, fused fingers, too many fingers, long neck, cross-eyed,mutated hands, polar lowres, bad body, bad proportions, gross proportions, text, error, missing fingers, missing arms, missing legs, extra digit, extra arms, extra leg, extra foot, ((repeating hair))