As I Fear Blatant and full of action. I feel it creeping up on me

As I Fear Blatant and full of action. I feel it creeping up on me. This woe of inadequacy. It brings me to my knees. It brings me to the same place, Where I used to be. Start over, inside my head. Begging for redemption. I cannot win. This is the end. All I feel is pain. Oh, Hope is fleeting. Hide from the Light. Beyond its piercing sight. Crawl In the darkest blight. As I fear the night. Its gripping my soul. Im losing all control. The hardest part of living. Is letting it all go. Make no more signs. Ive run out of time. The night is following me. Breaking from the inside. Hide from the Light. Beyond its piercing sight. Crawl In the darkest blight. As I fear the night. Analogue Horror Style

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