I have a spirit that won't be defeated、but if it's just that

I have a spirit that won't be defeated、but if it's just that, it'll eventually become a lie. I'll stay in this place(position)longing for something that will never be. My desires and despair are strong and weak. I've been pampering myself here. If I reach out, I might be able to reach it. The sky was too far away. Just one more millimeter of courage. I've decided not to run away anymore. So on! Because life only happens once! Though I'm secretly anxious･･･ First(Now)even if it's just a delusion, start and you'll be fine. The results are all right! Stay cool、You're an analyst. You're always right, that's for sure. But don't look for reasons for liking or disliking. I know these feelings myself. If I give up, I lose there. A chance to turn things around. The last 1 second. (Bottles)until the time is up Believe me! The only one destined to be with me, you're my 1st priority. That's why, even if it's a little roundabout, this is my timing. Believe me! Even if you can't see it, even if you don't say it, you're my 1st priority. That's why, even if it's a little roundabout, this is my timing. So on! Because life only happens once! Though I'm secretly anxious･･･ First(Now)even if it's just a delusion, start and you'll be fine. The results are all right!

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